Day 2 of being back on the blood pressure meds

Well, I hate to admit, but I've not itched like this in a while. However, the water softner was not working, and the itching didn't get bad till this afternoon. I'm a bit calmed now because I took 2 atarax about an hour ago. and took 2 this morning, so that is better, right? tell me it is. i've been very drepressed today. i guess it's all the stuff going on with do i have lupus? if no then what do i have? why can't I get better? I really need to work, but i just can't concentrate. God i need you more than ever. -